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10 years of FIF
As the start of the season fast approaches, I have been thinking about my Inter and trying to understand our prospects and what might happen this season. I start this post by readily admitting that I have an issue with change. It makes me feel uncomfortable and unsettled. For the last few months, I have been grappling with what has been happening at Inter and there are times during the summer when I have felt overwhelmed. Admittedly, I am grappling with a whole host of thoughts and feelings that I cannot describe other than to say that this Inter does not feel like my team.
I feel like I am caught in a tug-of-war. I know that what we achieved last season was not enough and that I wanted things to change for the better. On the other hand, I did not expect things to change so much in terms of our coach, formation, attitude at the club, the attitude of management and the changes in playing personnel.
I felt that we could not continue with the dysfunction caused by Icardi being at the club and wanted Inter to bring in someone new but at the same time, I am struggling to move on from Icardi and cannot not bring myself to embrace or love Lukaku. I wanted a player that was as prolific as Icardi but realise that Lukaku is a different player and although he may not be as clinical as Icardi, he will contribute to the team by hustling, fighting, and playing from the front. I think about the money spent on Barella and I am not convinced and feel conflicted: is he going to contribute and show his promise or is he just going to make up the numbers? I think about the possibility of Sanchez coming to Inter from Manchester United and I feel conflicted: eight years too late and a player that for whatever reason has failed to convince since moving to Manchester. In one way, I feel that we are a dumping ground for under performing, over hyped and overpaid players and question the wisdom of transfers like Lukaku and possibly Sanchez.
I guess what I am trying to say is that I feel very conflicted and unsettled. I have felt like this since Conte was first appointed. I thought the feeling might dissipate with time but it has not and I am posting my thoughts as I am wondering if anyone else is feeling the same way. It may be the case that this feeling will pass when I see us in action and can point to something definitive in terms of the way the team is playing. But right now, it feels like I have no point of reference or comparison other than meaningless friendlies and whole lot of unsettling and dramatic change that makes me anxious.
feel free to go support another team
p.s cool story bro